About

College graduate in a quarterlife crisis…

During the last year I had the opportunity to finish my graduation assignment in an office that provided logistical services. During this time I thought I had it all figured out…

I thought I wanted to get my degree and find a challenging job in which I could grow. Turns out, I’m not that kind of person. I am not ready to throw myself on the job market.

I enjoyed working together with some people and the problem solving aspect of my assignment was great. But the real truth is that after six months working like this I let myself be influenced too much. People’s stress became my stress. Everything was on a high speed TGV ride when all I wanted was a hiking trip. Life started to pass by on me, enjoyments were gone. I used to be a DJ but I couldn’t find the energy anymore. I worked so hard that I have now totally forgotten who I am…

But did the hard work pay off? No it didn’t… As it turns out people have the power to fail you based on their judgement of you, when they don’t even know you. So I had to work harder and harder to prove myself to others, again contributing to my loss of character.

Now I am completely lost. Stuck home, unable to do the things I want to do, in debt by a student loan and lost passion in the things I loved. I don’t know what I want from life, I don’t know if I want to become self employed or work for a boss. I don’t know if I want to work in Asia or in Europe and I definitely don’t know what I’m living for. I lost my grip on everything, now it’s time to regain that perspective!

I’m seeking inspiration in the hundreds of wonders this world is rich. I reflect on my past and my future by different cultures and I have opened my mind to anything that may come. I am breaking free of the chains that have kept me where I am and I’m ready to once again explore! Explore the ways of nature, seeking adventure, relaxing my mind to regain new insights and wander through the streets of job crazed cities, looking for sanity.

This is my story, the story of breaking free before they can even get to me!